Elder Kartchner's HUG |
His District |
Also we had this less active member who went to church this Sunday and his son in
8 and he isn't a member and so its our turn to baptize him. Its awesome. Also the
grandma is listening to us.
Well I can tell you that this week my pride was cut down by God. I was
contacting with my companion and I wanted to contact a house on the street that
was huge and when we contacted it this huge black guy came out and greeted us. He wasn't Latin, He was American and he was from South Carolina. Well he was
nice off the bat but I found a problem I couldn't speak very well. I was
thinking in Spanish and having to translate it into English. So he started
making fun of me. Maybe he didn't mean to but I was ashamed. He asked me ¨How can you forget you native language? Its like riding a bike you never forget¨. That made me feel bad. So then I tried to proselyte and ask a few questions in English but it didn't come out the way it does in Spanish. So he got a little
offended by the question and then he put up his argument on the topic and I wasn't able to answer his questions and defend the truth that I was TRYING to
share. It didn't come out. He showed me up. It wasn't because he knew a butt load
of scriptures but it was the statements, it was the argument and my argument
was written in Spanish and I was translating it into English. I haven't felt as
nervous ever since I first got here when I wasn't able to speak Spanish. The guy
was not a bad person but I just felt useless. I don't like feeling that way. At the
end he shared with me that everyone has trials and that in his moment he was
testing me, So I responded and said that God was testing me, then he responded,
yes He is testing you through me. I smiled and he smiled I said, huh how weird, I shook his hand and said good bye and left. I took one step and the tear fell
down my face. I felt that I had lost the ability to speak English and teach
people in my native language. I felt that the Spirit wasn't with me even though I prayed for that guidance in that moment. I was useless. my confidence in myself
and also my testimony was being wavered and I think it scared me more than
anything. I feel that my pride was being built up and being built up and boom it was
cut down. I am still trying to learn from the experience but I feel that God is
trying to teach me. He made his point.
This week I was able to talk to Miguel Rivelo from Salinas 2 and he shared
with me that he has seen miracles and that he had been to the temple. He was so
happy. He told me that he was playing soccer the other day and his calf burst
and the muscle fell down. He wasn't ale to walk. So he asked for a blessing. The
missionaries (my old companion and step son Elder Inuma and my Grandson Elder Turpo). That night he slept very well and when he woke up he was completely fine. His calf was back into place and he was walking normally. The power of the
priesthood and how strong of faith he has in Christ. I admire him so much in how
strong he is to God.
Thanks for your prayers. We are going to complete our goals of the month of August as a district. 8 baptisms and 10 rescues. We are going to complete and I feel so happy. I feel useful in my district. I have been working with them and
now we are having success. I am not receiving the glory but I like being the
instrument so that God can bring to pass his works. Its wonderful.
Thank you for everything. I thank God everyday for my family and for my
testimony.
QUE DIOS LOS BENDIGA. (God Bless You)
Lots of love
Elder Luke
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